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Sunday, August 26, 2007

Jadi giniy...

Beberapa waktu yg lalu gue nyari penyakit, gue brosing2 dan dengan segala kepuyengan yg ada dikepala gue...pikir gue ah udahlah, slama ini gue sangat takut menghadapi kenyataan itu kan. Mumpung gue lagiy drop, sklian aja gue bikin ancur...biar gue kapok dan ga tanggung2 memikul beban derita.

I mean, if I hafta to deal with it someday, why not make it today?
Kerna itu dia tadi, mumpung gue lagiy drop sedrop2nya, might as well make it my dying day.

Lalu I began to open google, type the name, and surprisingly...semudah mencari nama gue sendiri rupanya.
There it is, so perfect, so happy, thingking that everything was right in order and all blessed. Sementara gue pengin teriak ke mukanya "I'm yer problem!!"

Huahuahuahua...

Ya uds lah, pokona demi melihat apa yg gue lihat...gue janji pada diri sendir that I will not waste my time on my blog as much as I used too. I swear!!
I've got things to do people!!

Muaaccchhhh!!

posted @ 5:48 PM

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Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Puyengs.....

I know I'm good, I know I can do it, I mean for God sakes....I've managed the time, energy, and haul ass to wherever I was told to, rite?
Bukan losing the job yg menyakitkan, but losing the routine is.

Anyway, beberapa hari belakangan aga down juga sayah.
Jadi bayangin situasi yg jelek ini....
- Unemployed
- No money
- Argued with yer BF, things are hangin on the edge.
- My grade sucks, I blame it on my ex boss that got me so preoccupied.
- Lost 4 pounds *umm....actually it's a good news for me
- And someone just left you high and dry.

Which is worst? I dunno, pick yer favorite.

My eyes hurts when I woke up in the morning, due to sobbing to sleep activity I did the night before. I cant eat all day, I mean my meal was Starbuck's Caramel Latte literally, no solid foods. I dont wanna have fun. I dont wanna smile. Finished 1 whole pack of Marlboro lights menthol in just 1 day, while it usually took me 2 days or so. Anything made me cry, I mean eveything. All I wanna do is curl up in my bed, with my ipod stuck in my ear listening to Foo Fighter, close my eyes and swallow the pain away.

Thank God malemnya ade gue dragged my ass out and take me for coffee, kalu engga I have absolutely no protein or whatever intake the whole day. Talk about depressed huh?

Thank u Bro....I love u and u know it.....

As for today, I haven't had clarity yet, but at least it feels a lot better.
I know the way I deal with problems aren't exactly healthy, but it's the only way I know how.
As a future psychologist, I'm failing in problem solving :D

Ya sudahlah, if this is what should happen then let it be. Mudah2an saya diberi ketegaran menghadapinya, hihiy...

posted @ 11:13 AM

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