Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Puyengs.....

I know I'm good, I know I can do it, I mean for God sakes....I've managed the time, energy, and haul ass to wherever I was told to, rite?
Bukan losing the job yg menyakitkan, but losing the routine is.

Anyway, beberapa hari belakangan aga down juga sayah.
Jadi bayangin situasi yg jelek ini....
- Unemployed
- No money
- Argued with yer BF, things are hangin on the edge.
- My grade sucks, I blame it on my ex boss that got me so preoccupied.
- Lost 4 pounds *umm....actually it's a good news for me
- And someone just left you high and dry.

Which is worst? I dunno, pick yer favorite.

My eyes hurts when I woke up in the morning, due to sobbing to sleep activity I did the night before. I cant eat all day, I mean my meal was Starbuck's Caramel Latte literally, no solid foods. I dont wanna have fun. I dont wanna smile. Finished 1 whole pack of Marlboro lights menthol in just 1 day, while it usually took me 2 days or so. Anything made me cry, I mean eveything. All I wanna do is curl up in my bed, with my ipod stuck in my ear listening to Foo Fighter, close my eyes and swallow the pain away.



Thank God malemnya ade gue dragged my ass out and take me for coffee, kalu engga I have absolutely no protein or whatever intake the whole day. Talk about depressed huh?

Thank u Bro....I love u and u know it.....

As for today, I haven't had clarity yet, but at least it feels a lot better.
I know the way I deal with problems aren't exactly healthy, but it's the only way I know how.
As a future psychologist, I'm failing in problem solving :D

Ya sudahlah, if this is what should happen then let it be. Mudah2an saya diberi ketegaran menghadapinya, hihiy...

posted @ 11:13 AM

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