Thursday, March 10, 2005

We've talked..
We've said wut we feel..
I told him wut I've been thinking..
He's listening..
Dissapointed..
But understanding...

...Now it kills me to see him like this...

Yang celaka adalah gue SELALU bisa memposisikan diri sebagai orang yg benar, yg tepat, dan andaikata gue salahpun mungkin cuma secara verbal...sisanya bisa gue tata lagiy.

Tadi malem gue yang telfon, dan dia masih ngejawap dengan suara tegang...I dun blame him.
Dia bilang yesterday was a tragic, he barely run his errands. Gara2 omongan gue malem, besoknya dia ga konsen ngapa2ins.

Trus gue kebayang, ntu aja kita baru ribut di telfon...kalu musti ktemuan brarti dia bisa nabrak2 pas nyetir.
I'm sorry dat I can't even give him the least I could give..
It's not dat I dun want to, I could....but I won't...

Tapi gue ga bilang gitu ke dia, gue ga bisa ngomong apa2.
Kasianlah...dia udah cukup syok.....

He still made me cry in the end though
Ironis banget niy keadaannya...

posted @ 8:13 AM

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