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Tuesday, April 25, 2006  Pas diliat ternyata masiy soal perkiraan usus buntu, yang mana udah settle. Jadi gue ke 3 dokter, yang pertama nyuruh tes darah......yang kedua nyuruh minum obat aja.......yang ketiga memaki dokter pertama dan mengganti obat dokter kedua. Menurut dokter yang ke 3, yang mana adalah dokter keluarga, dokter pertama itu begitu bodohnya tau2 nyuruh gue tes darah, he actually asks me why the 1st doctor get the permition to practice. Hihiy.. Yasut, pada intina alhamdulillah nyeri itu cuma nyeri perut biasa, sorta like post menstruation cramp, which I just find out that there are such thing. Beberapa hari yg lalu I got another weird dreams... 1st dream was about me got sick, it was like some sorta chicken pox but I wasn't quite sure. One of my aunt are dragging me here and there to try and find the cure for my sickness, but....as usual....I'm taking it easily, I know I'm sick but I also know that I'll get well eventualy. So I was like taking my time and really enjoying the situation, while I can hear my aunt galloping around the neighbourhood to get some help for me. And 2nd dream was about a man, which sooooo handsome and pretty. But somehow he kept on try and look for me which scares the hell outta me, then I decided to runaway. But no matter where I go he kept finding me, one time I actually locked myself inside a closet and still......he found me. He kept screaming "Baby, dont go!! I love you!! Dont go!! I love youuuuuu!!", while I was like yeah right and make my way. When I woke up, I'm so gllllaaaaaaadddddd he's a goner...  Now, about the non-existence part of feeling in me. Romantism, I got zero... I just found out why I was never blessed with a prince charming, knight in shining armour thingy. Coz all I ever wanted was some ordinary guy, cute prefferably, to able to take my breath away. And that sorta guy probably doesnt exist, since the media has clearly made some sorta standart for us human of what kinda person you should fallin love with, which was so overrated. Hhhhh... posted @ 7:41 PM + + + (0) commentsTuesday, April 18, 2006  Gue pikir ini pasti ada yg salah, nyerina ga lazim dan terus2an. Sakitna siy ga banget2, cuma letakna aga mencurigakan, kanan bawah. Di otak gue udah ada vonis niy, soalna gue tau cara gue makan aga jelek.....gue suka banget makan sambel yg pedes gila mpe makannya ngap2an gonoh. Mpe nyokap gue rada khawatir ngeliat cara gue makan sambel, dan temen2 guepun gada yg mau nyentuh makanan gue kalu udah gue sambelin. Dan bis sarapan tadi gue tanyain soal perut gue ini ke dokter kantor, dan ternyata tebakan gue bener. I might have sum problem with my appendix... And I should run some test down at the lab, if the doctor was right I should get an operation asap. Gue aga ngeri dengerna, dan temen2 gue pikir gue takut ma operasina.....bukan, bukan operasina yg gue takutin....tapi gue ga suka denger vonis penyakit. Terserah deh badan gue mu dibelek kek, ditusuk kek, disedot kek, dibor sekalian....gue ga takut. Yang gue takut adalah mendengar suatu keputusan atas penyakit gue, it's like feels like I'm about to get hit by a huge truck. As I ate my lunch and listening to my friends gossiping, my mind wonders...what could happen? I heard there are still some people died over appendix, their action were late and all it takes was just a day or two and bam.....you're gone. I puked in my mouth a lil thinking about it, but then I keep my chin high again, no one could tell the difference. We were at lunch for crying out loud....I wouldn't wanna ruin the mood, one of my friend is a newlywed and she's sharing her stories with a glowing face. I can't wait till afterwork, the anticipation is too much.  God I hope it's not anything serious posted @ 11:04 AM + + + (2) commentsFriday, April 14, 2006 + + + (4) commentsWednesday, April 12, 2006 + + + (4) commentsTuesday, April 11, 2006  Harusna siy nyenengin ya, secara beberapa hari gitu. Pasti cukup lah waktuna wat kumpul2 ma kluarga, ato begol ma temen2 lo. Gue sendiri ngebagi waktu seperti biasana wat temen ma kluarga, ma temen2 gue jalan dan main kek biasanya...sementara ma kluarga gue ya syopink juga kek biasanya, hihiy. Dan kemarin perburuan gue menghasilkan 3 potong baju keren, yang satu beli ndiri yang dua dibeliin emak, hiahiahaihaihaiahia Trus apa lagiy ya? Owiya, hari Jumat gue nonton si Sandy manggung dan bis itu makan bareng2 ma dia dan anak2 band-nya. Trus bebe juga ngenalin kita ke temen2nya, ahehem ahem >:D Bis ntu gue puls dianterin bebe de... Nulis sambil dengerin All at Sea-nya Jamie Cullum, otak gue jadi kemana2. Gue jadi kepikiran ma satu orang yg membingungkan bagi yang melihatna... Tarolah gue kenal ma niy orang udah beberapa lama, kenalna juga so-so aja. Dan belakangan gue baru ngeh se-ngeh2nya kalu ni orang....................siap2.................sok kece beraaaattttt!! Padahal udah jelas2 gue judesin, gue cuekin, gue diemin, gue marahin, gue galakin, tetep aja gitu dia kek gitu.  Yang lucu adalah dia kenya menganggap gue tergila2 gitu ma dia, makanya hari2 gayanya sok penting......padahal gue mikirin aja enggaaaaaa!! Bingung de, moso gue musti tegesin depan mukanya kalu dia ga pentiiiiiiing banget gayanya. Rasanya tu gue pengin bilang plis de get a life, jangan ngeresein idup gue lagiy gitu. Napa siy gue kesel banget? Soalna dia emang kaga keceeeeeeee :D Tapi edan emang tu orang, asli gayanya 4 juta tau ga Gue bayarin bener de, cash, langsung, kontan, tunai!! Huebyaaattt bener pedenya 7 kilo, ampun de ampun pokona Tapi sutralah dengan si bodoh peng-geer itu, heran ma yg kek gituan masiy ada aja... posted @ 5:50 PM + + + (0) commentsSaturday, April 08, 2006 + + + (0) commentsFriday, April 07, 2006 + + + (0) commentsWednesday, April 05, 2006  Kemaren mood gue sempet hancur lebur tak terkendali, ibaratna gue pikir tembok yg bangun dah kuat.....wong dicorna juga pake semen mahal, ternyata masiy jebol lagiiiiiiyyy jebol lagiy *ni koq jadi serasa ngomongin bahan bangunan?!! Jadi de status gue di YM juga jadi 'Pengen nanis muyyuuuu'.......sebel Abis koq gue jadi merasa bersalah ya, padahal yang gue lakukan itu kan apa yang memang harus gue lakukan. Sebbeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllllllllll!!! Padahal kalu gue boleh milih, if I could only choose.... Eh, asit de... Mule kemarin henfon esia gue dah jadi abonemen, jadi kenya gue bakalan sering2 pake itu. Secara bill hp gue tiap bulan bisa wat beli satu henfon cdma, plus pulsa dan abodemennya, do your own math de.. Trus mu crita apa lagiy yaaaa Bingung de, gada yg istimewa2 banget siy blakangan. Barusan aja ada orang kantor yang out of the blue tau2 duduk disebelah gue dan mule curhat, gue yang masiy bingung2 gitu terpaksa dengerin. Dese mengeluh katana kantor gue ini penuh dengan politik dan dia berharap mudah2an aja ga semua orang terbawa ato terhasut dengan politik tersebut, dan dia juga bilang kalu dia minta cuti dan ma bosna ga dikasiy, "Mungkin saya jenuh ya Mba Rurri, jadi bawannya untuk bekerja juga jadi kurang enak". Gue yg mpe nganga gitu denger dia ngomong jenuh dengan entengna, lah kalu dia jenuh trus gue namanya apppaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! Lagian kek baru tau aja kantor ini penuh dengan politikus2 sejati, yang tidak akan berhenti sebelum misi mereka terjalankan. I may not say much, but oh believe me I know...  Ih kaki gue pegel bangeeettt, jangan2 kerna kemaren jalan kaki dengan sepatu hak terburu2 pas pulang kerja ntu ya? posted @ 8:39 AM + + + (2) comments |
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